When I realize..
I search for a reason to smile A reason to live and fly A reason to survive But the search continues for miles and miles My heart screeches once again in the darkness of life Is this an everlasting pain? Will I ever get over this plight? I wonder if I'm ever heard by HIM Lying torn apart by the dreadful nightmare Never could I realize my sin Never could I resist the flare Then I see the missing part The reason for life's broken cart The reason for my helplessness To myself my heart confesses I never had a faith in my belief I never gave a thought to give Today my heart feels a relief When I realize..I have every reason to live.. (A very old poem..from 2002/2003)